Do you think the topic of my article is a bit harsh? It might be, but I would be lying if I denied asking myself this question. I thought I would be over being let down, again, regarding work here in Australia, but that would also be a lie if a claimed I am okay at the moment.
The plan was to sit down and look for work today, but I got an offer from the university today. I am asked to take one year to get the demanded credentials to study a bachelor; but that too has not worked out as I thought it would. Instead of starting school in February I start late June; and from what I can understand I can not deduct that from the bachelor degree, as I was told I could do. That means I might be spending at least four years studying.
As I do not start until June it gives me more stress about money. I kind of hoped to start in February as then I would at least get some student loan money to live of if I still have not been offered a job.
It seems like the only accomplishment I have managed to pull off is getting a learners license after just living here for one month. Other than that I have just been meeting resistance after resistance. When I have managed to climb one wall, I am met with another wall that needs to be climbed.
The only thing I can do is to just hope to get a job and send out my resume like crazy, but I have been doing that for a while now and I am starting to lose patience and motivation.
Even if I could join the armed forces I would not do it now, as I refuse to lose me EU citizenship. It is not until now I understand how good that is. I can freely move around in EU. Hopefully we will be back within five years.
Hopefully everything will eventually work out for me too.
At the moment it just seems a bit hopeless.
I exist, that is all, and I find it nauseating.
- Sartre
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