…there was once a love so strong and proud …so fierce …so enduring …that the only way to describe it would be to call it a dragon …a beast that gave strength …almost a symbiotic relationship …a beast that gave and took …as mighty as a dragon could be, yet still a living being …able to be slain …this dragon has gone through a very long, slow, painful transformation …no, that dragon is nothing more than an annoying evil little fairy now …sowing seeds of doubt and ruining things at times …i do not know when it will pop up, but, it does, and annoy the hell out of me
…Kitten wants to talk to me …i do not know what about …she is trying to be fiends …she is trying to know what is going on …i can not let her know …she wanted to talk to me yesterday over the phone …kept emailing me and trying to get me to call …but when the time came that i could, she said she had to go to a meeting so canceled …what does she want to say to me? …i couldn’t stand it last night …i went out for a few drinks …i just don’t want to know what she wants but i have a morbid curiosity …this is causing more problems than it is worth …i just want things to be done …she will not let anything go though
…i am stuck
…frustrated
…stressed
…angry
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