Sunday, December 6, 2009

Work.

Aint sure to be happy or sad. Work starts tmr and shall cease on the 31st of this month. I should be happy becos i see $$ rolling into my bank account and I wanna save up for the aussie trip next dec!! But I’m sad becos I’m not that keen to go into this mundane life, although it’s only for a short period of three weeks. Well, money is the only motivation for me, at least for now. LOL.

After 3 months of pia-ing in uni and 3 months of no time to think about anything other thing except sch and assignment, I feel bit weird to be suddenly so free. As in really free that I dont know what to do so I decided to paint my nails, pack my room etc. Just wanna keep myself busy like before. I realised I complained alot during uni sch term like I have no time for this for that… now I’m complaining for being too free. How ironic. hahaha. But it’s true, I dont like being free now, becos immediately after exams, i started to fret over some emo and unhappy stuff, whereby these things are usually easily shrug away during the past 3 mths (simply becos I’m too busy and too worried abt my sch stuff to care or think of these stuff). Must be too free now. So thinking positivley, work could keep my thoughts occupied actually. Should be happy about it. YEAH I SHOULD.

Just declared econs as my major ystd. I’m seriously quite afraid about it. I”m taking one step at a time. I took sociology module too. Just in case I realised I’m not up to it for econs, I shall change my major to socio nxt sem. But of course, I really really really hope that I can cope with econs well becos after all, my reason for entering fass was partly due to econs and even until now, i still believe that studying econs is the most practical choice. So well. I wanna pray hard hard.

With Love,

Rui Min

[Via http://justruimin.wordpress.com]

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